Honey Bee

When I got to your house I found out that you didn't want me to come over. And I saw you in a state of despair: face red, tired eyes, fetal position, headphones in to drown out the world. But of course I stayed. I wouldn't dare leave you when I know you're hurting.
I listened to your thoughts and told you mine. I ended up spending hours with you. And it was all completely worth while because in the end I got to hear you laugh. I'm glad because at the very least I helped bring a smile to your face.

I couldn't have spent my day any better.

I realized today that boys don't approach me because I'm "too tall".

Lovely news.... -_-
At least now I know lol!

Run. Jump. Explore. Discover. Laugh. Howl.

The wild is out there :)

Fighting sadness is hard to do when you're so lonely.

Yup, I said it. I'm sorta lonely. All this crap with my family is making me really anxious, but I have no one to talk to. (She said she needed time..)
Still, even if I was talking to someone I wouldn't talk about my problems. (And I wouldn't want to hear about their problems either because when I try to help I relate it to my life and I don't want to think about that right now...)
I just need a distraction, I think. Yeah, a distraction would be nice.
I need a boyfriend lmao.

Weird thing is, I've heard that too many times. (More than once is too many.)



And I just realized that none of those thoughts make sense together... o_o
Maybe I just need some sleep.

And so my father drives another child out of his life.

But hey, at least he still has my sister Jessica Joseph! There's one that he'll never let go of.


Today was ridiculous. It was as if I picked up one relationship and just dropped another. Except.. my father was the one who dropped me.

True happiness is extremely rare so when you find it, hold on to it.