Sterling Edwards

Watercolor Artist 2

His scenic paintings are so simple... and sometimes barely even distinguishable, but I love his use of color and shape! Looking at some of his paintings, I feel like I'm actually there :)

An Oregon Morning

A Blaze of Glory

  Walking Path

A Piedmont Snow Scene

Water Front

Bobcaygeon Revisited

All paintings by Sterling Edwards.

You know you've hit bottom when you find yourself digging through your recycle bin in the middle of the night using a plastic bag as a makeshift glove to find redeemable cans to make some money... smh.
I think there's something wrong with me.

I feel... dirty :(

Dear _______,

The only reason you say I'm "disrespectful" or "rude" is because you don't like what I'm doing. I made my own decision. The choice you made just happens to be the opposite of mine. Those are powerful words and should be used carefully - not just when you're mad at me because I'm different from you.

So...

GTFover it and

GTFout of my face.

Please and thank you.

Home

Yet again, I'm finding that I hate being in this house with these people. They are always coming up with new ways to bring me down and make me look like the bad guy. I wish I could just leave. But I'll always be pulled back. I feel trapped. And this is exactly what my aunt warned me about...

I really just want to scream,

"fuck youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!"

in their faces and walk out that door.

But I can't.

I'm

stuck.

Sweat.

My family doesn't know exactly how bad I performed my first year in college....
And I'm scared to tell them. I desperately hoped that I at least passed two of my three classes last semester, but honestly I'm not even sure I passed one.

I just opened an email from my school saying that I'm on academic probation.
I don't intend to tell my parents that either. They should know, they're the ones paying for my education. But I just can't. I'm already disappointed in myself. I can't take anymore yelling or shuns from them. I know my mom already thinks I'm going nowhere..

So I'll hide the truth and pretend like everything's okay. Unless something pops up and someone asks a direct question. Maybe then I'll explain everything...

:(

BEING BROKE SUCKS ASS!

I just found out today (while I was surfing the web, of course...) that two of my favorite bands will be performing in Boston and I can't even go -_- Well, you sort of have to win a seat to get into one, but I don't have money to buy a ticket for the other one. At this point, I think the world hates me.

Temper Trap is going to be having a private session at the MFA on June 7th. I almost pooped my pants when I saw it..
http://wfnx.com/contests/mfasessions

And Paper Route is doing a show with two other bands I've never heard of at some place in Allston (close enough to Boston IMO) on June 20th. How often do they come out to the east coast? Like never. And I love their music.
Check it out on TicketWeb - Canon Blue / Paper Route / Halfnoise at Great Scott on Wed Jun 20 2012

I'm so upset. Why didn't I just save my moneyyyyyy?! D: