Nearly Nova

I hate nights like these. When I feel unimportant and unnoticed, like I'm not ever here. When Holly R gets more action that I do and she's been picked on the entire night. I'm drunk or tipsy or whatever and I'm upset. It's unfair. I don't want to be here. I should be somewhere in Europe, where color of skin isn't an issue. I want to leave. I.. don't belong...