Lunch

Today for lunch I made whole white-wheat banana pancakes with a strawberry sauce and topped it off with some whipped cream. Yum...

This shit's gettin real old.
Maybe I need to go somewhere new and meet new people and make new memories to blur all these crappy ones I'm living right now. California doesn't sound bad actually...


I can't believe he's leaving so soon. Things won't ever be the same. I'm gonna miss him lots. He taught me so much... I'm a completely different person today than I was then and a chunk of that is because of him. Thanks :)

Feel Like Doodoooooooooooo

Emotionally exhausted. Physically exhausted. Mentally Exhausted (even though I've barely touched my work). I'm just stressed out all around.

Everything is just shit.

"If you can't be yourself around your friends then they're not really your friends."

I don't know. I thought my friends were pretty fun people.. was I wrong?


It's crazy what time can do. I thought I knew people - my friends - but they turned out to be completely different from what I thought. Was I the one that changed? Maybe I never really got a good impression of them in the first place (ergo I never really knew them at all).

Pathetic.

THE PIE-TASTROPHY!

Walk.

People are getting on my fucking nerves. That's the second person to call me a guy. Just because I'm wearing basketball shorts and a big hoodie with pulled back hair does not mean I'm male. Do you have to see hips and breast bumps to acknowledge me as feminine? Bullshit. Fuck you all!

I know I look male sometimes, but I got those genes from my father whom I love. Don't make me feel ugly just because I don't fit your idea of a female. I know who and what I am...

Ignorant fucking people.
They just don't know what their stupidity does to others...