Elle Varner (ft. J. Cole) - Only Wanna Give It To You

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Dawn Penn - You Don't Love Me (No, No, No)

The sad truth...

Calvin Harris - Thinking About You (ft. Ayah Marar)

I might just do something rash.

Updates first:
I gave Larry my "I find you to be very attractive" card. It was probably the most nerve-racking, most embarrasing, hardest thing I've had to do by far this year. Aside from that Miss pageant.

I'm slowly dying on the inside having to write this paper for Philosophy. I procrastinated way too much. It's not even that bad, just 6 pages, but I literally can't wrap my head around it. I know what I'd like to say, I just can't type it out in complete sentences. I fucking hate this. And it makes me wonder if I'm the problem, if maybe I shouldn't be in school...

My new favorite song is "Crave You" by Flight Facilities. It sums up my love life perfectly... Take a listen!

 And finally, I'm getting sick of my roommate. She's getting on my nerves. Thank goodness I get to leave in 2 days.. Not that I want to leave. If it were up to me I'd keep living on campus and not go home and just... kick her out.

 Now, the main point of this post. This morning before my final I ate breakfast with 3 friends, 2 girls and my friend Parker. One of the girls admitted to me that she had a "baby crush" on Parker earlier, which is fine I thought, but when I saw them interact in person today I couldn't stand it. Parker has a girlfriend and my friend has a boyfriend so I shouldn't be phased but they were walking together making little jokes back and forth and it made me upset. If, somehow, they end up dating I will be pissed. Why, you ask? Because that would just prove to me that the guys I like will never choose me because of my race. My friend and I are pretty similar: quiet, sarcastic,etc. Granted, it could just be because she's shorter and probably way better at flirting than I am (a bit more open), but I feel like Parker or any other white guy in general would choose her over me simply because she's white and I'm black. And that's not right..
Of course, this is all just in a hypothetical situation though. For now I'll let it slide.
Why do I get so upset at these things? :\

Matt & Kim - It's Alright

This song is my new feel-good anthem :) They're songs are pretty fun, me likey!

My First Paper Route Concert!

 

I had an AMAZING time last night.

Even though I  ate some UBurger before the concert and felt nauseous the entire time, I had a fantastic time.

After Paper Route performed they stood around their merch table meeting with fans and talking with people.

I met and hugged the lead singer JT!

He told me that I was "by far his favorite out the crowd tonight".

Then he signed my CD with a doodle and a heart and his name. 

I swear, my Spring Break couldn't get any better.

I'm going to the next concert in May, I can't wait. Maybe next time I'll get a pic with them :)

Imagine Dragons - Rocks

My new, new favorite :) lol

My Favorite at the Moment

Imagine Dragons - Amsterdam <3

I can't express how much I love their album "Night Visions".. :D

I also bought the Imagine Dragons album yesterday and it is AMAZING. Best buy of the day (sorry Passion Pit).

Gossamer

I was having a bad day so I did a little bit of shopping therapy.
:)

Andy Grammar - Keep Your Head Up

Petula Clark - Downtown

Oh, the 60's...

Benny Benassi - Cinema (Skrillex Remix)

I've sorta been on this dubstep trip lately. I'm literally just listening to what sounds like a computer having a seizure, but... it works. I like it. As my friend says, it just gets you in a groove :)

Rihanna - No Love Allowed

Cover Drive - I Know You Too Well

My new favorite song.

Paper Route - Letting You Let Go

Their music always seems to strike a chord within me, that's why they're my favorite band. ♥

Zooey&Joe

They should just do the world (and me) a favor and get married already. They're so adorable :)
Zooey's the only person other than myself I permit Joe to be with haha.

Tiny Tim - Livin' In the Sunlight, Lovin' In the Moonlight

JON MCXRO - Don't Say Nothin' (feat. JoJo)

On a brighter note, my friend said that I reminded her of Corinne Bailey Rae today.

I took that as a huge compliment.
I'm sure she was just distracted by the fact that I have an afro and Corinne has natural hair also. There's nothing similar about us. Corinne is absolutely gorgeous. And I can only dream to have hair as long and beautiful as hers. And her music? So much soul and passion! If only I had a voice like hers...

So this is basically my tribute post to Corinne Bailey Rae. Thank you for your music! Stay strong, stay beautiful.