My family doesn't know exactly how bad I performed my first year in college....
And I'm scared to tell them. I desperately hoped that I at least passed two of my three classes last semester, but honestly I'm not even sure I passed one.
I just opened an email from my school saying that I'm on academic probation.
I don't intend to tell my parents that either. They should know, they're the ones paying for my education. But I just can't. I'm already disappointed in myself. I can't take anymore yelling or shuns from them. I know my mom already thinks I'm going nowhere..
So I'll hide the truth and pretend like everything's okay. Unless something pops up and someone asks a direct question. Maybe then I'll explain everything...
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